Goodbye

You loved me so much
It hurts me so much to think about it
when you closed your eyes for the final time
I wasn't even there
I'm sorry, so very sorry


You were sick for so long
But I never noticed
Maybe if I have
You'd still be here.


I'm sorry if you might've cried
I was scared, so I ran
Never showed my face to you
and now you're gone.


I never got to say goodbye
No final I love you
but you knew didn't you
My guardian Angel... I love you... I'm Sorry.

I'll never be

I've never seen in black and white
I'll never see one left or right
I can't apologize if you don't see this
But I've fought for you


Please just read this clearly
There's no such thing as backwards
We can never go back
But at least we can see tomorrow


I've been living in a world of fools
It's hard to not become the jester
Maybe I was wrong
But I wasn't born to wear the crown


If you can never forgive me
There is no room for apologies
I'm tired of starting again
Never getting anything new


I've been the fool among fools
The jester among jokers
But if there was a king of fools,
would you not bare the crown?

Forked Road

Where've you gone without me
Have you left me behind?
To let it be
i'll allow it


Please just walk and never look back
this is the only piece of mind
You can't expect me to say it
I've never been good at goodbyes


Where are you off to?
A place i'll never be


Give this road a toast
as it draws a final fork
please never look back
The way you one came
No longer to be seen.

night walker

If I were to be the moon
would you stay up all night?
Forget about the warmth of day
Be with me and not the world


Importance to you
in which what do I serve?
Have you forgotten the sunrise?
Because I'm the reason for Sunset


Please forget the clouds
As these stars twinkle so bright
Allow the warm light to leave you
accept my being
As we become one.

Don't let me fall

Burning feeling flowing down
don't let me fall
I've already hit the low
Now there's only one place left to go
don't let me fall


Why don't I start a new?
connections seperate reality
i've forgotten who I am,
but that won't make me change


Phoenix happening
One born from the one who fell
A bird of the sun, light
Gives birth to I, the darkness.

Fall Down low

Sometimes I fall down low
I became someone dark, and evil
I did for a reason
But that wasn't good enough for you


At least then you stopped stepping on me
But that wasn't what you wanted
I'd never be what you wanted


You said you "loved" the old me
Even though I was someone you couldn't see
I tried to regain your affection
What did that get me?


Right on back where I used to be
Held on the side lone for god knows what
Will I ever see the light of day?
I will when I leave, stop waiting.


You didn't want love,
you wanted submission
I won't become your screwdriver
Never the bitch of a witch

underneath

Always so Underneath
Never felt like I was on top
Never will the world shout my name
Always left alone
So enigmatic


Bus, will you pass me once more?
Even you can't see me
I feel so Replaceable
Always move to the next stop


Always never gonna be
I've tried to be someone
Because someone no one liked
Only seen as a bystanding devil
People wishing for me to be
Nothing but thin air.