Knowing where you're from
You're roots is all you know
Dirt that cannot be washed away
Kept with you for all your life.
Detective Pk
Tuesday, 13 November 2012
Pieces of you
I'm sorry for taking from you
What cannot be returned
I'll go across it all
Just to make it right
Return to where I was before
To bring all you're missing
I'll fight to make you full again
a place you once knew.
What cannot be returned
I'll go across it all
Just to make it right
Return to where I was before
To bring all you're missing
I'll fight to make you full again
a place you once knew.
Brothers
Brother, Why do you fight me?
Do you not see I just want piece?
I wish to show you freedom
From this life of war
Brother why do you force your opinion on me?
Do you not see it angers me?
If violence is the only thing you understand
So be it brother.
Do you not see I just want piece?
I wish to show you freedom
From this life of war
Brother why do you force your opinion on me?
Do you not see it angers me?
If violence is the only thing you understand
So be it brother.
Winged beasts
Wingless angels reach for the sky
But can never reach it
Watching winged beasts so freely visit
Brother, how could you be so cruel?
War strikes beasts with newer weapons
The dead have more life than the soldiers
The better we get at fighting
The more we die inside
Ancient beasts doing their gods biding
Using each other to buy their own lot in heaven
Sickness is upon the breath of man
Angels becoming demons
But can never reach it
Watching winged beasts so freely visit
Brother, how could you be so cruel?
War strikes beasts with newer weapons
The dead have more life than the soldiers
The better we get at fighting
The more we die inside
Ancient beasts doing their gods biding
Using each other to buy their own lot in heaven
Sickness is upon the breath of man
Angels becoming demons
A.L.P ( Another.Love.Poem)
If There were a million stars
I'd pick you every time
'cause to me you're the only one
A beautiful little chime
For you I'd never give up
feeling free like a flying dove
From the very moment I met you
I knew we'd share this love.
I'd pick you every time
'cause to me you're the only one
A beautiful little chime
For you I'd never give up
feeling free like a flying dove
From the very moment I met you
I knew we'd share this love.
Placing The Puzzle Pieces
Puzzle piece I'll fit you in
I'll find where you belong
Corner, side, or middle part
I'll fit you right in
Make the picture more true
Only you can make it all more beautiful
I put you where you need to be
So you'll never be alone
I'll find where you belong
Corner, side, or middle part
I'll fit you right in
Make the picture more true
Only you can make it all more beautiful
I put you where you need to be
So you'll never be alone
Murder
A baby screams across the house
watching as mommy falls down
dad stands right at her head
And says not to make a sound
The old man drops the bottle
it splashes in the blood
Who could even though
this could cause a flood
There's one last thing he had to do
To forget it all behind
Takes the pills he had in his room
and makes his whole life blind.
watching as mommy falls down
dad stands right at her head
And says not to make a sound
The old man drops the bottle
it splashes in the blood
Who could even though
this could cause a flood
There's one last thing he had to do
To forget it all behind
Takes the pills he had in his room
and makes his whole life blind.
Red Bird
Red bird flying in the sky above
A flame flowing through the wind
Brighter than the clouds above
Yet still darker than the sun
A flame flowing through the wind
Brighter than the clouds above
Yet still darker than the sun
The Moment
Thinking of the moment
Where I have you
My arms never felt so heavy
Until they didn't have you
Waiting till the moment
Where I see you
My eyes have never been so sad
Until I saw you walk away
Where I have you
My arms never felt so heavy
Until they didn't have you
Waiting till the moment
Where I see you
My eyes have never been so sad
Until I saw you walk away
Dream time adventure
A rabbit running through the halls
Stops to fix his clock
He trips and fall so hard I fear
He should have fixed his sock
He crashed into a vase of glass
And so quickly he squerries away
The raven flies in from a painting
Oh, does he have something to say
"I Saw a squidberry"The raven said
"I saw a three headed snake"
But as soon as I started believing him
He told me they all were fake
I chased the raven away I did
He got on my very last nerve
Then when I noticed the dinner bell rang
And I have nothing to serve.
I ate and ate all I could
Until nothing was left in sight
Then I head straight back to bed
For it was the middle of the night
Stops to fix his clock
He trips and fall so hard I fear
He should have fixed his sock
He crashed into a vase of glass
And so quickly he squerries away
The raven flies in from a painting
Oh, does he have something to say
"I Saw a squidberry"The raven said
"I saw a three headed snake"
But as soon as I started believing him
He told me they all were fake
I chased the raven away I did
He got on my very last nerve
Then when I noticed the dinner bell rang
And I have nothing to serve.
I ate and ate all I could
Until nothing was left in sight
Then I head straight back to bed
For it was the middle of the night
Crying
Water seeps through all the cracks
Falls straight down, hits the floor
When the world starts shaking
The cold winds come blowing in
Puddles form at the foot of mountains
Thunder roars from the sky's above
The sorrow sound of wallowing winds
I think of you
Falls straight down, hits the floor
When the world starts shaking
The cold winds come blowing in
Puddles form at the foot of mountains
Thunder roars from the sky's above
The sorrow sound of wallowing winds
I think of you
Suicide-ing
Madness ensued the ground starts shaking
Those violent imaged his mind they're raping
Sight of angels, a soul, not worth saving
Eyes grow tired, a madmans body is never behaving
Voices in his head, Scared but he is listening
Instructions on how to end it all, why are they yelling?
All he's felt, around his throat, final moment he's regretting
Can no longer touch the ground, Eyes red, Neck Snapping
Life stopping
Those violent imaged his mind they're raping
Sight of angels, a soul, not worth saving
Eyes grow tired, a madmans body is never behaving
Voices in his head, Scared but he is listening
Instructions on how to end it all, why are they yelling?
All he's felt, around his throat, final moment he's regretting
Can no longer touch the ground, Eyes red, Neck Snapping
Life stopping
Seperated
You can leave me here but do not forget
How I made you feel inside
I cared for you, that's all I do
So don't leave me behind
Smile, please do, I want you to
Let my memory last for today
Let it all remind you
What once was truly real
If you never forget about me
I'll never forget about you
Together in our minds at least
Even if we aren't out here
How I made you feel inside
I cared for you, that's all I do
So don't leave me behind
Smile, please do, I want you to
Let my memory last for today
Let it all remind you
What once was truly real
If you never forget about me
I'll never forget about you
Together in our minds at least
Even if we aren't out here
Good-by
Down in the dark
I see how we used to be
Two kids playing in the park
How could we even see?
Through it all there was no rest
Neither of us could sit
Even though we gave our best
We were both really sick of it
No one is to blame
Can't say me, can't say you
Sometimes we just put out the flame
But I do love you too
I see how we used to be
Two kids playing in the park
How could we even see?
Through it all there was no rest
Neither of us could sit
Even though we gave our best
We were both really sick of it
No one is to blame
Can't say me, can't say you
Sometimes we just put out the flame
But I do love you too
Friday, 9 November 2012
Rhetorical compromise
A cactus talk
But has no point
A dog can wish to be a Tree
But never have enough bark
A Rhetorical Reality
Life beyond the mirror
Floating through your screen
Radio waves control your mind
Prove me wrong, You never can
Believing in what cannot be spoken
Throwing away what can be seen
Forgive My Rudeness,
I must be leavi-
But has no point
A dog can wish to be a Tree
But never have enough bark
A Rhetorical Reality
Life beyond the mirror
Floating through your screen
Radio waves control your mind
Prove me wrong, You never can
Believing in what cannot be spoken
Throwing away what can be seen
Forgive My Rudeness,
I must be leavi-
Rabbit Hole
The Rabbits eyes
They glow so red
A flame behind
Their Empty head
Falling down a hole so deep
Slow down by grabbing the rope
Can't see the bottom, Too dark
Start Praying before, No hope
Fall, fall, fall
Do you feel what's left to feel?
Keep Wishing for your death, I'm sure
By the end of it all, You will Kneel
They glow so red
A flame behind
Their Empty head
Falling down a hole so deep
Slow down by grabbing the rope
Can't see the bottom, Too dark
Start Praying before, No hope
Fall, fall, fall
Do you feel what's left to feel?
Keep Wishing for your death, I'm sure
By the end of it all, You will Kneel
Crow
I thought it was you I could Trust in
That you would be my one true
My cozy safe haven
But only so fast do I see you go
Fly away, like a savage Raven
Didn't see it ever more coming
Not that I didn't expect it
For me to be like a stone you throw
Thinking of me no less than a murder in your society
Make Me feel like a useless Crow
That you would be my one true
My cozy safe haven
But only so fast do I see you go
Fly away, like a savage Raven
Didn't see it ever more coming
Not that I didn't expect it
For me to be like a stone you throw
Thinking of me no less than a murder in your society
Make Me feel like a useless Crow
Mistakes In The Past
Forget past mistakes
My memory serves me much better
At least better than that
Whatever happened to forever
Never thought it was possible
Not between you and I
I never thought when you said I was your friend
That you'd want it all to end
Throw it all
Throw it so quickly to the side
I thought over time it would mend
My oh so beloved
My memory serves me much better
At least better than that
Whatever happened to forever
Never thought it was possible
Not between you and I
I never thought when you said I was your friend
That you'd want it all to end
Throw it all
Throw it so quickly to the side
I thought over time it would mend
My oh so beloved
Thursday, 8 November 2012
Run away, run away
forgive, forget, remember, forever?
Those words that that never last.
Those time that feel like they never,
Truly happened at all.
run away, run away
Fall down till here.
again and again
till those I hold dear.
Those words that that never last.
Those time that feel like they never,
Truly happened at all.
run away, run away
Fall down till here.
again and again
till those I hold dear.
Voices
Whispers in the dark they talk
Words with no direction
Words with no direction
They say the things I think I hear
Repeat like a reflection.
They always hide
from where, I can't see
I wish I could answer the voices
Or have them stand, right here by me.
I know they aren't real
This I always fear
My sanity is leaving
those ones that I hear.
Tuesday, 30 October 2012
I wish you
I wish you Saw The Pain I felt
So Easy You'd be Afraid
The Feelings of Those Things so Real
I Don't Think You Could Deal.
I wish You Tasted the Fear I know
So Confused Oh you Might Be.
The Knowledge I gained against my Will
Would Make your Brain Stand Still.
I wish You felt
For Me I Mean,
As a Friend That you Hold Near.
But as I laid Inside That Bed.
It was Me who Shed that Tear.
So Easy You'd be Afraid
The Feelings of Those Things so Real
I Don't Think You Could Deal.
I wish You Tasted the Fear I know
So Confused Oh you Might Be.
The Knowledge I gained against my Will
Would Make your Brain Stand Still.
I wish You felt
For Me I Mean,
As a Friend That you Hold Near.
But as I laid Inside That Bed.
It was Me who Shed that Tear.
Thursday, 20 September 2012
Sins & Virtues
Lustful like a whore
Now open up a Charity
Don't be so Greedy
Give up all your chastity
Don't be so angry, Hide your wrath
Take a second, Please be patient
Even a Sloth Moves slowly
So lets just be diligent
Why are you so proud?
Have you no humility?
Never has there been such a glutton of life
Hiding Your Envy with Kindness
Temperance is your Own Key.
Now open up a Charity
Don't be so Greedy
Give up all your chastity
Don't be so angry, Hide your wrath
Take a second, Please be patient
Even a Sloth Moves slowly
So lets just be diligent
Why are you so proud?
Have you no humility?
Never has there been such a glutton of life
Hiding Your Envy with Kindness
Temperance is your Own Key.
ALICE IN WONDERLAND
Falling Down The rabbits Hole,
not so Simple to Subside.
Run from your insanity,
It won't be easy to survive.
Backward's forwards,
Up is down,
Forget life has brought us here
For the mind, it is not sound.
Walk around through this strange land,
With path which know no end.
Meet with Creatures, strange speaking animals.
Those who call us friend.
Run run run! A frightened Roar!
"We're late!" The Rabbit said
"The queen is on her way I fear,
And yelling 'Off with your head'"
not so Simple to Subside.
Run from your insanity,
It won't be easy to survive.
Backward's forwards,
Up is down,
Forget life has brought us here
For the mind, it is not sound.
Walk around through this strange land,
With path which know no end.
Meet with Creatures, strange speaking animals.
Those who call us friend.
Run run run! A frightened Roar!
"We're late!" The Rabbit said
"The queen is on her way I fear,
And yelling 'Off with your head'"
Saturday, 30 June 2012
My Self Anger.
I'm Just a boy pretending to be a man
Everyone thinks I will, but I don't think I can.
I am just someone who is so very hollow
walking around in life, nothing to follow.
I'm like the needle in the hay stack,
An outsider of the world pack
Will I ever become someone who belongs?
As this loneliness prolongs...
Everyone thinks I will, but I don't think I can.
I am just someone who is so very hollow
walking around in life, nothing to follow.
I'm like the needle in the hay stack,
An outsider of the world pack
Will I ever become someone who belongs?
As this loneliness prolongs...
Monday, 25 June 2012
Give Them Freedom.
All those memories you regret,
I'll do my best to make you forget.
'Cause I'd do everything to make you feel better,
Make new things you'll want to remember.
Sometimes, I know, Life's not gentle,
But if you let me, I'll make something special.
I'll set you free, free like a dove.
Because you're a girl, I'll always love.
I'll do my best to make you forget.
'Cause I'd do everything to make you feel better,
Make new things you'll want to remember.
Sometimes, I know, Life's not gentle,
But if you let me, I'll make something special.
I'll set you free, free like a dove.
Because you're a girl, I'll always love.
Saturday, 28 April 2012
Oblivion
Floating in this world of nothingness
Streets are filled with emptiness
The bodies which once were
missing once again
The feeling of abeyance
laying dormant in the wake of life
Give me my wings to fly
allow me my freedom from...
from this eternal loneliness.
Streets are filled with emptiness
The bodies which once were
missing once again
The feeling of abeyance
laying dormant in the wake of life
Give me my wings to fly
allow me my freedom from...
from this eternal loneliness.
Cake
Slip away from this reality
drift down the stream
Pray for that beautiful dream
To wake in the darkness
Close your eyes
The hour grows near
fall into oblivion
Candles on the cake
wasted on an impossible wish
Hope for wonderland
Allow your eyelids to shut
for tonight again
You dream the same
drift down the stream
Pray for that beautiful dream
To wake in the darkness
Close your eyes
The hour grows near
fall into oblivion
Candles on the cake
wasted on an impossible wish
Hope for wonderland
Allow your eyelids to shut
for tonight again
You dream the same
Ghost
Inside, Wallowing in pain the cry
We see right through them, but they're always around
though we might forget them
They still exist.
We see right through them, but they're always around
though we might forget them
They still exist.
never thinking.
Never Thinking, always doing
is this how far we've come?
Give up on trying, just do
Don't ever forgive the past
Only look towards the future
Now see how they come along.
is this how far we've come?
Give up on trying, just do
Don't ever forgive the past
Only look towards the future
Now see how they come along.
Leaving them all behind.
Day After Day
Running forward
Chasing the ones we want
Forgetting those we need
Forget the Objects
Remembering the Past.
Running forward
Chasing the ones we want
Forgetting those we need
Forget the Objects
Remembering the Past.
Paradise
Don't go breaking what isn't broken
the key to paradise isn't for you to touch
forget about your heart feeling torn
For today's the day you start living
Don't head back to your mothers womb
there's no sense running
Face the Doctors hands head on
And start your day off right
Facing your fears only comes once
Because monsters disappear
Your closets only so deep
No room in your life for em'
Keep on moving forward
you were born to start fighting
Time isn't of the essence
ding dong ding dong.
the key to paradise isn't for you to touch
forget about your heart feeling torn
For today's the day you start living
Don't head back to your mothers womb
there's no sense running
Face the Doctors hands head on
And start your day off right
Facing your fears only comes once
Because monsters disappear
Your closets only so deep
No room in your life for em'
Keep on moving forward
you were born to start fighting
Time isn't of the essence
ding dong ding dong.
Butterfly no wings.
butterfly, no wings
flying so far
let me follow beside you
as you drift away
"Aim high and you'll never fall"
butterfly, no wings
"Makes what you wanna be,
lift you from the ground"
Keep your mind,
Please do not forget
Butterfly, no wings
You are still just a caterpillar.
flying so far
let me follow beside you
as you drift away
"Aim high and you'll never fall"
butterfly, no wings
"Makes what you wanna be,
lift you from the ground"
Keep your mind,
Please do not forget
Butterfly, no wings
You are still just a caterpillar.
Sunday, 18 March 2012
Monday, 5 March 2012
adventure
The adventure is the only part
the part of the day I look forward to
until that troll comes out from beneath that bridge
What can I give him?
when all I have is my life...
the part of the day I look forward to
until that troll comes out from beneath that bridge
What can I give him?
when all I have is my life...
done for now.
This pain never leaving
its always coming back
There's so much to believe in
but us if not one of those things
The only thing to be sure for in life
Is death and tax
But all I ever wanted
was faith and love.
You were something to feel good to
but now you make it all feel down
where have you gone to?
where are you now?
I've been a stress toy for so long
I'm finally just popped,
my time is over
How could you let me go that far...
is this a fairy tale?
its always coming back
There's so much to believe in
but us if not one of those things
The only thing to be sure for in life
Is death and tax
But all I ever wanted
was faith and love.
You were something to feel good to
but now you make it all feel down
where have you gone to?
where are you now?
I've been a stress toy for so long
I'm finally just popped,
my time is over
How could you let me go that far...
is this a fairy tale?
Where were you?
I needed someone there for me
you weren't there
not even from the begining
you always arived late to the scene
and when it all came down
where were you?
No get well soon,
or good luck,
nothing from you, and it seems like it's the end.
I should've realized you didn't even care
should've assumed you wouldn't be here for me
I mean why would you?
There's nothing for you in it, so why bother to show your face?
I used to be someone to you
we used to be someone to each other
now we're ghosts in a faded past
crying to reach back to the world
but never able to return.
you weren't there
not even from the begining
you always arived late to the scene
and when it all came down
where were you?
No get well soon,
or good luck,
nothing from you, and it seems like it's the end.
I should've realized you didn't even care
should've assumed you wouldn't be here for me
I mean why would you?
There's nothing for you in it, so why bother to show your face?
I used to be someone to you
we used to be someone to each other
now we're ghosts in a faded past
crying to reach back to the world
but never able to return.
Wednesday, 18 January 2012
Goodbye
You loved me so much
It hurts me so much to think about it
when you closed your eyes for the final time
I wasn't even there
I'm sorry, so very sorry
You were sick for so long
But I never noticed
Maybe if I have
You'd still be here.
I'm sorry if you might've cried
I was scared, so I ran
Never showed my face to you
and now you're gone.
I never got to say goodbye
No final I love you
but you knew didn't you
My guardian Angel... I love you... I'm Sorry.
It hurts me so much to think about it
when you closed your eyes for the final time
I wasn't even there
I'm sorry, so very sorry
You were sick for so long
But I never noticed
Maybe if I have
You'd still be here.
I'm sorry if you might've cried
I was scared, so I ran
Never showed my face to you
and now you're gone.
I never got to say goodbye
No final I love you
but you knew didn't you
My guardian Angel... I love you... I'm Sorry.
Monday, 2 January 2012
I'll never be
I've never seen in black and white
I'll never see one left or right
I can't apologize if you don't see this
But I've fought for you
Please just read this clearly
There's no such thing as backwards
We can never go back
But at least we can see tomorrow
I've been living in a world of fools
It's hard to not become the jester
Maybe I was wrong
But I wasn't born to wear the crown
If you can never forgive me
There is no room for apologies
I'm tired of starting again
Never getting anything new
I've been the fool among fools
The jester among jokers
But if there was a king of fools,
would you not bare the crown?
I'll never see one left or right
I can't apologize if you don't see this
But I've fought for you
Please just read this clearly
There's no such thing as backwards
We can never go back
But at least we can see tomorrow
I've been living in a world of fools
It's hard to not become the jester
Maybe I was wrong
But I wasn't born to wear the crown
If you can never forgive me
There is no room for apologies
I'm tired of starting again
Never getting anything new
I've been the fool among fools
The jester among jokers
But if there was a king of fools,
would you not bare the crown?
Forked Road
Where've you gone without me
Have you left me behind?
To let it be
i'll allow it
Please just walk and never look back
this is the only piece of mind
You can't expect me to say it
I've never been good at goodbyes
Where are you off to?
A place i'll never be
Give this road a toast
as it draws a final fork
please never look back
The way you one came
No longer to be seen.
Have you left me behind?
To let it be
i'll allow it
Please just walk and never look back
this is the only piece of mind
You can't expect me to say it
I've never been good at goodbyes
Where are you off to?
A place i'll never be
Give this road a toast
as it draws a final fork
please never look back
The way you one came
No longer to be seen.
night walker
If I were to be the moon
would you stay up all night?
Forget about the warmth of day
Be with me and not the world
Importance to you
in which what do I serve?
Have you forgotten the sunrise?
Because I'm the reason for Sunset
Please forget the clouds
As these stars twinkle so bright
Allow the warm light to leave you
accept my being
As we become one.
would you stay up all night?
Forget about the warmth of day
Be with me and not the world
Importance to you
in which what do I serve?
Have you forgotten the sunrise?
Because I'm the reason for Sunset
Please forget the clouds
As these stars twinkle so bright
Allow the warm light to leave you
accept my being
As we become one.
Don't let me fall
Burning feeling flowing down
don't let me fall
I've already hit the low
Now there's only one place left to go
don't let me fall
Why don't I start a new?
connections seperate reality
i've forgotten who I am,
but that won't make me change
Phoenix happening
One born from the one who fell
A bird of the sun, light
Gives birth to I, the darkness.
don't let me fall
I've already hit the low
Now there's only one place left to go
don't let me fall
Why don't I start a new?
connections seperate reality
i've forgotten who I am,
but that won't make me change
Phoenix happening
One born from the one who fell
A bird of the sun, light
Gives birth to I, the darkness.
Fall Down low
Sometimes I fall down low
I became someone dark, and evil
I did for a reason
But that wasn't good enough for you
At least then you stopped stepping on me
But that wasn't what you wanted
I'd never be what you wanted
You said you "loved" the old me
Even though I was someone you couldn't see
I tried to regain your affection
What did that get me?
Right on back where I used to be
Held on the side lone for god knows what
Will I ever see the light of day?
I will when I leave, stop waiting.
You didn't want love,
you wanted submission
I won't become your screwdriver
Never the bitch of a witch
I became someone dark, and evil
I did for a reason
But that wasn't good enough for you
At least then you stopped stepping on me
But that wasn't what you wanted
I'd never be what you wanted
You said you "loved" the old me
Even though I was someone you couldn't see
I tried to regain your affection
What did that get me?
Right on back where I used to be
Held on the side lone for god knows what
Will I ever see the light of day?
I will when I leave, stop waiting.
You didn't want love,
you wanted submission
I won't become your screwdriver
Never the bitch of a witch
underneath
Always so Underneath
Never felt like I was on top
Never will the world shout my name
Always left alone
So enigmatic
Bus, will you pass me once more?
Even you can't see me
I feel so Replaceable
Always move to the next stop
Always never gonna be
I've tried to be someone
Because someone no one liked
Only seen as a bystanding devil
People wishing for me to be
Nothing but thin air.
Never felt like I was on top
Never will the world shout my name
Always left alone
So enigmatic
Bus, will you pass me once more?
Even you can't see me
I feel so Replaceable
Always move to the next stop
Always never gonna be
I've tried to be someone
Because someone no one liked
Only seen as a bystanding devil
People wishing for me to be
Nothing but thin air.
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