Heart Defect

Why's the box so empty?
Feeling like there's nothing inside
Does this thing still beat?
Beat like a mgic drum?


Does it even work anymore?
The section is gone
emotions are drifting away
Melancholy feeling blank


No more back and forth
boom, boom, no more
the box seems so empty
so why can't I fit anything more inside
Defective Heart

Clowning Around

Please don't forget my name
Keep me close to your heart
That's the way
The way i'll live forever


Closing my eyes tonight
Maybe for the last time
I'm sorry, so don't try to wake me
I'm playing around in wonderland


Keep me in your thoughts
I dance around in your dreams
I won't be lost
I just never returned to my body


So please don't open my eyes
Let me be here just a little longer
Laying here seeming like i'm sleeping
Open my eyes to see reality
The reality of Death

G.o O.n D.own

I always secretly believed
thought maybe there was something more
Tried more and more
Now I can't even care to say your name

Comes out you're just a fake
Fake like I was told
you never proved me otherwise
Never gave me any hope

this is the point i've come to
You were never there for me
won't even be hard to say goodbye
Not like you exist to me anyway

I've stopped pondering
The answer isn't hiding
The fact that you aren't there
Plainly pointed out through time.

Cursive

Forgive me Dear Angels
I've given up on the man
I cannot see


Challenge his views on me
I could careless his opinion
Now I only care for one man
Me

Nabaris

Could you try a little harder?
Seem to me like you don't give a fuck
you don't even care about who I am
You only seem to care about yourself


I try to talk it over
But you won't hear of it
maybe it's time for a little effort
Show me you can do it fucking too


Feel like a disco
Was in the moment
Now to you i'm dead
Actions speak louder than words
Seems like yours want me to shut the fuck up


If you even had a heart
Maybe you'd prove you love me
I'm fed up of fucking trying
Do something for someone else in your life.

Counting your eggs

Always counting on the good ones
True friends last forever
Hoping for someone to come around
Is like praying for it to rain money


Try to make your words reach them
Just to be taken advantage of
Never will I fall so low
As to care for you anymore


Always doings all the work
Never getting any in return
Useless energy involved
You wouldn't even care if I was gone


I remember when things used to be different
Now you don't even want to talk to me
Could you care any less?
Do you even give a shit?

Into Space

Drift off father into space
Make the day go by faster
The things that you are dreaming of
Only to be reality in your mind


Sometimes Making small things bigger
Ruins your future
thoughts of impossible events
Fun at first
Still fantasy by the end


Why ruin what good things are happening
Thinking of things that won't be
Is following a treasure map
that will never lead you to any booty.

From the Darkness

After a Storm a sun will arise
Through the thick malevolent clouds
Shines the light
It's warmth forever welcomed


Now that the bad has showed it's face
Took over, Invaded
the life of a single day
the morrow Seems welcomed of promise


Love sprouts in the shadows
At first a feeling Unrecognized
Slowly turning into a shrub
Hopefully, oneday, a mighty tree


Allow the darkness to lose important
Only then, will you appreciate the later
For new days brings promise.
A promise of life,
A happiness, never ending.

Nightmares, and Broken Dreams

Sink into a nightmare
allow yourself to slip from reality
this is your only hope of survival
Dive straight down
Into Madness


Dreams are now shattered
Words have broken goals
A life time of work
Now flowing swiftly down the drain


Tomorrow has been lost
Before this the past, stolen
Nothing to look forward to
Nothing to gaze back at
Then what is the point of the now?

Wish for a Friend

So many wish,
For their true friend
and as I search for my real ones
I seem to only find the friends who are fake


Forgive me for caring
I never should've expected you to dry my tears
nothing lasts forever
I'm glad this one didn't last long


Maybe if you gave a shit about me
I'd not feel so alone as I do now
I tried to be a friend
But to you, I just seemed like a tool


time heals all wounds
so please don't expect this one to scar
You think you were the first to be a bitch to me
You won't even be the last...


It's sad that our friendship has come to this
But you should never expect a flower to sput
If you ignore it, and never give it food
A flower which will soon by forgotten


You were fake from the start
should've taken those warnings
the real friends I have,
Warning me
Of the sire,
You soon would become.

Breaking Glass

Glass breaking in slow motion
the melancholy feeling , a rush
Feelings of nostalgia reach me
High of the mind


allowing it all to heal
Cuts close backwards in time
Feelings getting more intense
Swallow them whole
Allow my grain to digest


That strange feeling of numb
Excitement as a vase goes to crash
envy the air
it cannot see the anger
In the clouds above


The tree's so lucky
Die once a year
I think if I woke up in the psring
I'd skip crying myself to sleep
For all I can feel alone
Is the Warm hug, of that tear
sliding against my cheek...Goodnight

Harsh

I've Never been one for people
Never cared for whom I broke
Not much of a team player
Still not much has changed
People are still breaking

Feelings of hate have never left
I could never stand for anyone
I gave the world a try
And the world kicked me down


I won't beg
Never will I get down that low
I've apologized for my wrings
but I can never repent
For my sins to great
the Lord Can't handle