Broken wings, Broken Record

what ever happened to those questions?
You said you'd answer 103
Seems to me at least
you only ever needed one.


what happened to " Ilove you"?
who did you have to lose?
what has been forgotten?
to you I am just a memory
Now dust in the wind


the dreams I feared,
the one where i lost you
you told me it was all fake
Nothing but a dream
how right you were my dear
I couldn't lose what I didn't have
Fake love
Broken like a wing.

Word 4

throw it around a little longer
Make it sparkle make it look a bit more real
don't forget to say it nicely
This isn't just some word


Let me believe you a little longer
Since there's no one else
Let those things become reality
then throw me in a hole


Truly you must know how I feel
Used to be found useless
and remembered to always be forgotten
is my name, just another word?
For you to throw away?

Invisible

Please forget me
I've already forgotten myself
I hope one day I won't be lost
But please don't try to find me.


I see myself in mirrors
but why am I so see through?
I can see something that does not exist 
I can see myself.

Deadly Venom

I never cared about the world
I've never seen in black and white
It's hard for me to see this way
when the whole world is covered in shadows


How dare you be such a light
How come you seem so different
A brightness in the dark world
leaking shadows through the world


Could it only have been fake?
that heat I found in the cold?
Have you always been an iceberg?
why have I always seen a fire?


you're not who I thought you were
you're true colours not what I saw before
You just look that way
Peaceful at first
Deadly compared to venom.

Stranger

Let's hold it all true
Make this something real
I know this isn't how it should be
But i'm sorry this is how I feel


Love is glue in a real world
Hope is what it holds together
but I hope that you love me
Is that so much to ask?


Friendship is what it's meant to be
but without the glue
Friend is just a word
without love,
Friend is just a name, to call a stranger.

Not one Half

I never thought through it all
but I want it now
Expecting it to come by somehow
Only Half comes true


I thought I felt it all
but in reality
I've felt nothing
Nothing will come to be


Pour some salt in water
Change it all completely
Make it something new
Make it something true

Never enough

I don't hate you
I guess life in you're just pushed away
I don't believe in Destiny
So what would you call this?


Stop pretending like you know the future!
Cause the present doesn't change a thing
Bandage up time
I'll prove you wrong till the end


Why must it revolve around you?
can't it not involve you?
Stop obsessing over my life,
I'm the one living it, not you.


I want it all to pass already
I want life to be how it should be
Blaming me won't make your better
but only time can tell.

Be Gone

Some times I wanna be left alone
Allow myself to sink into darkness
Turn the lights off
I'm going under


I don't wanna be bothered by anyone
Don't wanna be judged by the world
Can't I just be allowed to be what I want to be?
Can't I just be a lonely soul?


I try to Sink down the whirlpool
I surround myself with what I wish
I don't need what you're trying to give me
I'm craving the morrow
Please leave me to it


It's not that I hate you
It's not that I don't care
right now I just want to be without you 
I just want to be...

Breaking Promises

I've made stupid promises
One i've broken 100 times before
what makes you so different?
Haven't you seen who I am?


I've tried my hardest for you
Mare than I have for any other
Still it's like i'm being dragged backwards
from the shadows I've emerged
For in the shadows I must stay.


If you ran away from it all
I think I would break the things I hold most
Cause I wouldn't be me without you
So promises to others must be thrown away.

Lying

Could I forget the wind?
The way the cold breeze
Brushes up against my skin?
Could I forget,
The time I spent with you?


Two try smiles,
one fake love
Blowing kisses from across the room
they pass me by
as I pretend to catch em
A kiss hello


I can't forgive what I've done
False, emotion filled memories
fade them out,
I'm just made out of plastic
forgive me
Because I'm lying when I say
I love you.

Friend

What happen to you my " friend"?
You've changed yourself
Too many time for me
You're not the one I first cared for
Myth of monsters, no longer stories


you've become different you see
Become someone that I do not wish to see
Please become the one you were
The one I used to love


I don't want to say goodbye
I know neither do you
If there anyway for you to return?
Allow the past to repeat itself?


What happened to you my "friend"?
You can lead a life like this if you want to
Forget that I did love you
Feeling for another, for you are not the one I fell in love with...

Like air

You seemed so different
Not like the ones I met
Just one million times before
Mistakes have been made
You can't take back those were you've said


Why did it all go dark?
We had such a promising light
the sun's gone out, Black
Nothing can be given or taken,
Life, Stopper


Nothing is different
assuming the things as all the rest
I thought you were someone to confide in
Now I see right through you


why has it all disappeared?
Like life becoming a looking glass
have I become like air?
Uncared for, but ever lasting?

Carnival

Nothing makes sense anymore
So walk away while you still can,
If friends mean so much to you
Why are you leaving me behind?


Pretend like you care
as if I ever mattered 
but you're dropping all that I am
Fragile glass memories on the floor


Where is my Importance?
Where did I fit in?
If our friendship was a carnival ride
Is it now out of order?
Never to be played on again...