C.N

I do not want to die tonight
I wish not say goodbye
but if I were to pass away
I guess that’d be alright

This warm cozy feeling of numb
So settled in my heart
Makes life feel so much more
Than It did just a moment before

Some people may think me sad
Others may say depressed
I must agree to disagree
For I am both yet neither

I cannot explain
this dreaded feeling so
nor tell you how acceptable it may be
For to me
All I am
is comfortably numb